tuesday was b n j's a-cone-each day(: went vivo's with fel and the rest after our lessons. queued for slightly more than 15 min before we each got our ice cream. the b n j live mascot was sure cute hahha. it was doing some kind of work out trying to amaze kids. i think it really took a lot of courage for the girl (cos i saw her face through the hole) to be standing there and 'embarrassing' herself. anw, qiuli was there and she gave me an extra big scoopieeeee =D happy(: i ate the flavour with the cookie dough; nice (: but this time round, they had pretty limited flavours. all chocolatey except a strawberry one. but the cone was bad; the paper stuck onto it la ):
had billy bombers for dinner. the food was nice. but i never wanna step inside there again. stupid vouchers. it's the same voucher issues again. the last time when i went there with 4e6 (exactly at MS), we encountered some arguments with the bb staff cos of the torn vouchers. now it's the voucher not being able to be used on set meals. argh. the staff didn't explain to us when we pkaced our orders lor. hmph ):< i gave them a super poor feedback. in the end we had to order one extra spring chicken. but i figure that whether or not we order the chicken, the final bill would still be about the same. anw, thanks for the treat dude(:


i hate how i'm becoming a doormat for others. i don't know how to reject people when they ask me to do this and that for them just because they are busy with something else more important. like who doesn't have more important stuff to do. but i just couldn't say no. and you can still tell me it's all about prioritising. oh so you can prioritise YOUR WORK and igonre others and think that other people should prioritise what you assigned them? ):< imagine being the only one with that person at the time when he/she asked you to do sth (straight in your face), with the so-called 'polite' pleaseeeee added behind the task he/she assigned. how do you reject? sigh maybe i just had too soft a spot in my heart. but after that i'd complain to people (who understand how it feels like to be trampled all over) that i dislike doing so and being like this and how pissed it is that I can't do anything about it.

they treat me as if i'm their pa or sth.hello, please show some respect; i'm at least your senior okay. not that i'm trying to flaunt my authority here. oh well. sometimes I'd secretly bad-mouth you in my mind when you talk to me about a particular someone's bad habit oh-so-blatantly, as if you yourself ain't like that. but u know what, u are just like that person. that person that you just bad-mouthed; don't you find it so ironic? and i came to realise that everyone has a mask behind them. it's kinda scary. when you first get to know them, they are like angels. but as time moves on, and when something bad happens, they'd just turn into devils as if they are always so. i maybe two-faced sometimes, but i'm sure i'm not devils like you are. and please don't claim all the credit. it's not like the others didn't want to do work. think about it, do you ever, at least once, consider what others had done? you'd always think your ideas are right, and even if others object, you always have something to shoot it away. maybe, once or twice, you'd heed. but still, it's a miracle when you do. and you always do things without informing others. you call yourself a leader? you want to make things change? want to create history? dream on la. a leader taking charge of things in her own hands without the followers' knowledge would only remain one in name. i am starting to agree with this guy who had the same sentiments (about our sufferings) about how you want things to be only to your benefit. and so much for saying that what all you guys are doing is for the club's future sake. argh, please. it's more for yourself i think. everything also want to make it grand and impactful. have you ever heard of the chinese phrase "haven't learn how to walk want to learn how to fly?"

sheesh. i'm getting enough of all these shit. i feel so bullied. i really wanna voice it out. but who would support me? the people who are supposed to be here are away ):

on a lighter note...

yay amma happyyiieeee! i'm done with the 4 logos for part one of the graphcomm proj, just without the explanation part! i'm pleased with them (: hopefully, i'd be able to do well for this module. i'm lovin' it! i spent the whole of labour day (lol, so much for being a labout day) redo-ing and editing all 4 logos. heeheheh. i know i'm a little ks, cos the dd is like in june. but, i wanna finish this proj fast so that I can concentrate more on the rest.

i'm going to try the new macs bf tomorrow morning with my groupmates(:

- the chosen one spoke