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went to ml's wake on fri morning (tgt with edmund) to send her off for the last time. i actually ponned (so-called) my BLAW tutorial to attend this sending-pff. I guess this is the only little and last thing I can do for her, that is, be there for her for the last time )= it was raining very heavily in the morning. but luckily when we send her off the rain had stopped by then. ml's 3 good poly friends; her poly course/classmates; her pri sch friends were there too. i actually didn't seek my mum's permission for attending ml's wake, simply cos she had objected. I know it's for my own good but... her parents were there; her mum was wailing out to her and her dad (i can see the helplessness in his eyes too)wanted to send her off but religiously, it's not right for the white haired to send the black haired off..seeing them in pain so reminds me of ________....everyone shed tears when we saw her for the last moment and when her coffin was pushed into the cremation hole. such a thoughtful girl; why does she deserve this? Life's so fragile ain't it. She's gone very quickly in the flames, no trace at all. it's definitely hard on everyone of us who know her (even mere acquaintances), but it's even tougher on her families, esp her parents and siblings.

wanted to post a picture here. but blogger is somehow always having problems with such. and. I just realised that I didn't take a lot of pictures with ml while in sec.

these are one of the fews:


i miss this girl loads )=




went back to school..got questioned by that kpo BLAW tutor. hmm. but i'm glad i got so many loving friends around me who care. thnks lifang and suhua for the hug! (= i love hugs, it made me feel much better.

yesterday
got a call from yn saying I'm in logistics for the RP. @#&(@$(&$( but it's ok, i wouldn't hold it against our dearest NYAA VP and also CC for this RP. i'm gonna try to cook for my mum 2ml! we'll see..=D

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