went 'there'.
standing before 'there' just now brought back fond memories.
i really could not help it.
tears began welling up in my eyes, but i forced them back, really.
cos i've promised not to cry anymore, to put what's past as PAST.
the very first time i went, it wasn't there.
but now, it was there.
could not make it last year cos i was busy, but luckily for this year, school has yet to start.
the smoke and everything really brought pain to my eyes, but i know the pain is nothing...
nothing as compared to that.
i've promised to be a better girl,
but sometimes i just cannot control it.
maybe i'm too hot-tempered, that's why.
i just WISH everything was alright up there, FOREVER alright.

uhm, i think i'm too emo down here.

- the chosen one spoke