i want to go shopping! i'm so stuck at home when there's no work for me. and there's no second job that suits me. boos. shop, for i want my wardrobe to be filled until no more top/bottom can squeeze into it! HAHA! and! i need proper clothings when poly term starts. oh, that's something to fuss over. besides the costly school fees and the freaking bus fares, poly means that i need to wake up pondering what to wear for the day. but i think, as i proceed on to become a year 2 and 3, i will probably just dress casually. haha. lazy mah, what to do. btw, i know it's a bit ks, but i've done some rough calculations. the three year course amounts to about $10,000. that includes school fees, bus fares, notes, textbooks, laptop, clothes, blah and blah. sigh. see la neo, choose poly, now u have to fret. haha but no, i'm not going to give up what i'm determined to do because of these. anw, i reckon that bus fares for poly students should be made the same as jc students. either decrease ours or increase theirs. after all, we are not older than them(if you know what i mean).

nvm, more expenses= i need to find (more) jobs and start work! i don't want to keep asking my parents for money. sometimes, if you ask too much, you will feel guilty making them pay for all your luxuries. surprisingly, ever since i have(really) withdrawn from sa, i've not spent a single cent, except only on that dan brown book. haha, so it means it's not that bad(in fact, it's great; haha) not choosing jc! jc life demands money too ok(if you don't realise it)! did i mention before? i've spent 10 bucks or more SOLELY on tutorials and lecture notes, just for the first two months): wah, imagine two years of that. go do your math, haha.

my bro's going taiwan at the end of march, due to NS. good news, cos seldom people get to be so lucky. if your luck is down, it might be plausible that a NS-man be send to india or brunei. more would of course prefer taiwan, according to my bro. he's going to be away for 6 weeks...which means, more quietness for that 6 weeks. boos. bad news is, i will miss him. he's really been a better bro, though i always whine that he does not do housework and stuff, such as cutting fruits! heh. but sometimes, under unwilling conditions(whoever likes doing housework?), he helps with the chores. so, now i need to make a list of what he can buy for me from taiwan! haha. more money. opps*

wonder how it's going to be like for the 1e8 gatheing tomorrow. after more than 2 years of 'separation' , though we are still in the same sec school, we seldom really talk, except that we still are stuck with our own individual cliques. only with the girls do i usually stop for a chat. it's only smiles and nothing else when i saw the guys. haha. i've always hoped for a class t-shirt for this class. will we have one?